I came into work a little late today because I’m still feeling sluggish, so I was surprised when Richard wasn’t there. He came in about an hour after I did, sat down without saying a word, and started crying. He didn’t respond when I asked if he wanted to be alone. And then he just started bawling with his whole body. Since my office was the last place in the whole world I wanted to be, I left and wandered aimlessly through the hallways.

In the kitchen area, I ran into the guy who was with Jane at the Christmas party. I had no idea he even worked at our company. Wow! Seeing this guy was like seeing the devil. What does he have that I don’t have? Maybe his personality is a little more outgoing, but whose isn’t? I followed him back to his office, so now I know his name. I’m not sure what I’m going to do about this information, but knowledge is power. I need to learn more.

Richard had stopped crying when I returned to the office. He was so quiet the rest of the day that I almost wanted him to start up his chattering again.

Isolation score: 7